Warning: Mature Content
While having breakfast, both of them were quiet. After what happened last night, they showered, had sex again, cuddled, then fell asleep. They didn't even talk about anything, especially personal, as it was against the rules Impyerna had imposed.
Though Chaos would like to know more about Impyerna, she was blocking him. He could feel it. Every time he would open a topic or even ask about something, Impyerna would just dodge any question and would open another or just stay quiet. It's not bothering Chaos at all, but he was curious about her.
Pareho silang nakasalampak sa nakalatag na blanket. Naunang nagising si Chaos. Tumawag na lang siya sa mainland resort at nagpadala ng almusal dahil tinatamad na rin siyang magluto. Late na rin namang gumising si Impyerna.
Napagod yata.
The latter made him smile. Of course, she would be tired. They were insatiable last night. Ni hindi na niya nabilang kung nakailan ba sila. One thing's for sure, both of them were experienced. Hindi nila kailangang mag-adjust sa intensity at energy ng isa't isa. Pareho nilang ginusto and the sex wasn't boring at all because they're both adventurous and it made the sex even better.
"What are you smiling at?" Nakakunot ang noo ni Hell at iba ang tono ng boses nito habang nakatingin sa kaniya. Tumaas pa ang kanang kilay at nanlisik ang mga mata. "May nakakatawa ba?"
Chaos pouted to contain his smile knowing Hell looked pissed. "Wala naman, I just remembered what happened last night."
Impyerna snorted, she didn't even say anything. Kumagat lang ito ng pancake na pinadala ng resort. Bukod sa pancake, mayroon ding fried chicken, slices of bacon and hotdogs, coffee and chocolate drink, and some fruits. Sobrang weird na sinasawsaw pa nito ang fried chicken sa maple syrup ng pancake.
Walang pang-itaas si Chaos at tanging board shorts lang ang suot samantalang naka-underwear lang si Impyerna at suot nito ang t-shirt na pinahiram niya.
Tumigil sa pagkain si Chaos at tinitigan si Hell. Nakikita niya kung paanong nag-e-enjoy ito sa kinakain, may pagkakataon pang napapaungol lalo na kapag fried chicken at mapple syrup ang magkasama. He suddenly felt useless.
"I wish I could taste that," he murmured.
Impyerna teasingly smirked. "Sucks to be you. You don't get to taste the best foods in the world. Nakakalungkot."
Chaos smiled bitterly because it's true. "Yeah." Tumingin siya sa dagat para hindi ipakita ang frustration na nararamdaman. Totoo naman ang sinabi nito. Insensitive as it was but it's true. "You have no idea."
Habang nakatingin sa dagat, pilit na iniiwasan ni Chaos na makita ni Impyerna ang totoong nararamdaman niya. Nasaktan siya sa sinabi nito, may katotohanan iyon. Gusto niyang tawanan, pero hindi rin niya magawa. Hindi siya makaamoy ng kahit ano, makatikim ng pagkaing ine-enjoy ng kahit sino. Hindi niya alam kung ano ang pinagkaiba ng pakiramdam ng malamig at mainit.
Noong kasama niya si Haven, hindi naman niya nararamdaman ang ganito. Malamang dahil maingat ito sa mga sinasabi sa kaniya, hindi katulad ng babaeng kasama. For the first time, he felt frustrated not being able to smell the skin of the woman he was with.
Wala naman siyang pakealam noon sa amoy ni Haven...ngayon, biglang gusto niyang malaman kung ano ang amoy ni Hell.
Chaos began overthinking and he had to divert himself or he would drown. Ibinalik niya ang tingin kay Impyerna na umiinom ng kape.
"So," pagkuha niya sa atensyon nito. Tumigil ito sa pagkuha ng bacon at tumingin sa kaniya. "Sure ka na ba sa rules na napag-usapan natin kagabi? Wala pa tayong concrete rules dahil mas nauna na iyong mga ginawa natin."
Tumango-tango ito at hindi nagsalita. Kumuha ito ng bacon na kaagad kinagat, pero walang sinabi tungkol sa tanong niya.
"Bakit?" Chaos frowned. "May rules ka pa ba? Eh, sandali na nga lang tayo rito sa isla, dami mong rules."
Kaagad na nagbago ang ekspresyon ng mukha nito. Nagpatuloy ito sa pagnguya, uminom ng tubig, at bumuntonghininga. "Look, aalis na rin naman ako in four days. But Chaos, four days is still four days, okay? Hindi ka naman siguro tanga para hindi malaman 'yon?"
Hindi na sumagot si Chaos dahil biglang ayaw niyang sabayan ang mood nito. Alam niyang hindi sila titigil sa pagtatalo, alam niyang sa ugali nito, hindi ito magpapatalo. Ganoon din naman siya, pero ayaw niyang sumabay. Napansin na rin niyang wala rin kasing filter ang babaeng kasama niya. Sasabihin nito ang kahit na ano, kahit masakit.
Napatitig siya kay Impyerna. Napansin niyang may white ink tattoo rin ito sa leeg. White ink tattoo could only be seen on black light. Hindi niya masyadong maaninag kung ano ang design, pero sigurado siyang words iyon.
Impyerna let out a loud sigh after sipping coffee. "Okay, iisa-isahin ko ang rules natin. Kung hindi mo kayang sundin, let's stop fucking," seryosong sabi nito. "Rule number one, no falling in love. Rule number two, no personal questions. Rule number three, what happens on the island, stays on this island ..."
Chaos didn't say anything, he was just listening. Dumampot at kumagat siya ng toasted bread na malakas ang tunog para tumigil sa pagsasalita ang babaeng kaharap na tumitig sa kaniya. Nang marinig nito kung gaano ka-crunchy ang nginunguya, tumigil ito sa pagsasalita, tumitig sa kaniya bago umirap.
He smirked and continued eating. Ang akala niya, titigil na ito, pero hindi. Nagpatuloy ito sa pagsasabi ng rules na ayaw naman niyang pakinggan.
"Rule number four, don't express sweet gestures towards each other, and the most important rule of all, rule number five, always use protection. Balutin mo 'yan." Ibanaba nito ang tingin sa shorts niya at masamang nakatingin doon. "Or else, goodbye to this." Yumuko ito at tiningnan ang nasa pagitan ng binti.
Chaos snorted. "Rule number two sucks. Ang hirap!" He wanted to know more about her but she's restricting, too.
"Ano'ng mahirap do'n?" Iritang tanong nito sa kaniya at kitang niya ang pag-arko ng kilay nito. "Simple lang naman, we don't need to know things about us dahil pag-alis ko rito sa isla na 'to, we're nothing but a game. This is just playtime, honey."
Mahinang natawa si Chaos. Humigop siya ng kapeng umuusok habang nakatingin kay Impyerna. Alam niyang seryoso ito. Umpisa pa lang, naramdaman na kaagad niya ang pagiging dominante nito. Ayaw man niyang magpatalo, sayang naman ang ilang araw.
Hell was the complete opposite of Haven in all aspects. Walang pagkakapareho ang dalawa, kahit pangalan, contradicting. Haven was prim and proper, Hell was informal and unbothered. Sa pagkilos, sa pagsasalita, sa kahit ano—wala. Ayaw niyang ikumpara, but sex with Haven was boring. Too boring.
Napansin ni Chaos na panay ang hikab ni Impyerna dahil siguro halos umaga na rin silang natulog. Pagod ito dahil magdamag silang sumabak sa labanan...hindi katulad niya na hindi man lang nakararamdaman ng pagod at antok.
"Mahapdi and masakit pa 'yong stings mo?" tanong niya para lang may mapag-usapan sila. Hindi naman kasi ito magbubukas ng conversation.
Tumango lang ito at hindi na sumagot. Isa iyon sa ugali ng kahit sino na ayaw ni Chaos. He always hated silent treatments. Ang sa kaniya, kung may problema, sabihin kaagad hindi iyong pagiisipin pa ang tao. Iyon ang prinsipyo niya. Hindi manghuhula ng mga tao sa paligid para alamin kung ano ang problema. Just don't dare fucking use silence as a card.
Chaos kept quiet until they finished eating. Naiirita na rin siya, ayaw naman niyang magbangga silang dalawa. They're both dominant, not a good combination.
After eating, Chaos stood up without saying anything and left Impyerna alone. Alam naman niyang hindi ito apektado dahil nilingon muna niya ito bago tuluyang pumasok sa loob ng cabin.
Sinabi rin sa kanila ng manager ng resort na huwag muna silang mag-swimming dahil nga sa nangyari. Isa pa, unexpected ang paglabas ng mga jellyfish sa area. Nangyayari naman daw iyon, pero bihira at mukhang na-timing pa sa kanila. Nagalit siya sa mga ito na hindi man lang sila sinabihan, lalo na at naapektuhan si Impyerna.
Bigla niyang naisip na paano na lang kung wala siya? Paano kung natuloy itong mag-isa? Walang magliligtas, walang makaalam ng nangyari. Sobrang delikado na wala itong kasama. Chaos saw how Impyerna struggled. He heard how she screamed. What if he wasn't there to save her?
Nakahiga si Chaos nang pumasok si Impyerna. Dumiretso ito sa bathroom nang hindi siya pinapansin. He heard the shower, but he acted as if he wasn't hearing anything because if he did, iba ang maiisip niya. Itinakip niya ang braso sa mga mata baka sakaling makatulog siya.
After what happened to them, Impyerna became more attractive. The way her cheeks flushed while they're having sex, her half-hooded eyes staring back at him while he was on top, the way she caressed his hair, and how she kissed him...he only felt that with Impyerna.
It should be forbidden to feel the difference, he always hated comparing...but Impyerna knew how to please and satisfy a man. This woman with him was a sex goddess and he couldn't ask for anything. He didn't have to ask her to do things, she would do it without asking. He shouldn't think about how great the sex was...it would just be temporary.
Maya-maya, narinig niyang bumukas ang bathroom kaya tinanggal niya ang pagkakatakip sa mga mata at nakitang nakahubad itong lumabas. Still dripping wet and too confident with her own body. He would give it to her, though, Impyerna really was hot.
Wala siyang masabi sa bagay na iyon. Well-rounded butt, average boob size, tattoos and piercings, small waist, long hair, and gorgeous face, masasabi niyang sinuwerte siya nang sobra. Isa pang nagustuhan niya sa kabuuan ng mukha nito, ang pagiging expressive ng mga mata. Malalaman kaagad kapag masaya, kapag galit, o nasasaktan.
The way she smiled also got him. Chaos wanna pinch Impyerna's cheeks and dimples whenever she was smiling. Her cheekbones were noticeable, her eyes were sparkling, and how devilishly radiant her smile was.
Nakahubad din itong lumabas ng kuwarto, pero wala pa ring sinabi. Lumagpas ito na para bang hindi siya nag-e-exist.
Instead of stressing himself, Chaos stayed inside the bedroom since they're not even allowed to swim until he fell asleep. He woke up and saw it was already five in the afternoon. He didn't even realize he was sleeping for too long. He was still alone inside the room so he decided to check the place. Impyerna was nowhere to be found.
Malamang sa malamang, may topak din talaga. Ayaw rin naman niyang kausapin dahil baka magbangga sila, isipin pa sinusuyo niya. Yuck!
Uminom muna siya ng tubig bago naisipang lumabas para hanapin ito dahil baka nag-swimming, e, hindi naman puwede. Paglabas ni Chaos, naabutan niya si Impyerna na natutulog sa hammock nang nakatagilid. Nasa ilalim ito ng puno at may librong nakapatong sa dibdib. Mukhag nakatulugan ang pagbabasa.
Chaos walked towards Impyerna and she was peacefully sleeping. Mukha talagang anghel kapag tulog, kabaliktaran kapag gising.
Maingat niya itong pinangko papasok sa cabin at dinala sa kama. Napansin niyang malalim itong matulog. Ni hindi man lang namamalayan kapag inililipat na niya ng puwesto, hindi man lang nagigising pagkalapat na pakalapat sa kama. Impyerna scratched her eyes and moaned before going back to sleep. The fuck?
Naupo si Chaos sa tabi nito at tinitigan ang mukha. Tinanggal niya ang ilang buhok na nakaharang sa mukha nito at mahinang natawa. Mukha itong napakabait na hindi makabasag pinggan, parang hindi nagmumura, hindi naninigarilyo.
Naalala niya noong umaga, bago sila matulog, nagdagdag ito sa rules nilang dalawa, para namang magtatagal silang magkasama.
No cuddling.
Chaos snorted. Silang dalawa na nga lang sa isla, no cuddling pa? Ang boring!
Apat na araw na lang, masosolo na niya ang isla at aalis na sistema niya ang babaeng kasama. Pagkatapos n'on, magagawa na niya ang kagusutuhang mapag-isa at makapag-isip. Nakararamdam siya ng excitement na makukuha na niya ang katahimikang gusto, pero nakararamdam din siya na posibleng ma-bore din siya.
Chaos laid down beside Hell and hugged her waist. Alam niyang no cuddling, pero wala siyang pakialam. She was asleep and she wouldn't know that he's cuddling. Nakaharap ito sa kaniya kaya nakikita niya nang buo ang mukha nito. Para itong bata na medyo nakanganga pa, pero sobrang cute.
Habang nakatitig kay Hell, biglang pumasok sa isip niya si Haven. Nasaktan siya sa paghihiwalay nila dahil mahal niya talaga ito, pero mas pinili nito ang career kaysa sa kaniya. Kung tutuusin naman, walang problema dahil susuporta siya.
Dumiretso ng higa si Chaos habang iniisip kung paano babalikan ang ex niya nang gumising si Hell at bahagyang bumangon.
Kunot noong nakatingin siya rito. "May masakit ba sa 'yo?"
Umiling lang ito at nahiga ulit.
"Are you okay? Hindi mo ako kinakausap maghapon, nagsisisi ka ba sa nangyari kagabi?" tanong niya. Gusto niyang sapakin ang sarili ngayon sa pagtatanong.
Chaos shouldn't ask things like that after hooking up! That's a lame excuse, too, just so he could talk to her. Nagiging marupok ba siya? Cannot be! He's not the type of guy who's weak. Lalo na sa babaeng ito. Hinding-hindi siya magpapatalo rito.
I don't care, huwag mo akong kausapin, bulong niya sa sarili bago ibinalik ang tingin sa kisame.
"Malamang, kagigising ko lang, 'di ba? Alangang mag-sleep talk ako just to satisfy you?"
Tumingin si Chaos kay Hell nang masalita ito at sinalubong ang tingin na kaagad siyang inirapan.
Nakakairita! Sobrang pilosopo!
"Bakit ba ang sungit mo? Inaano ba kita?" he answered furiously. "Tinatanong kita nang maayos, 'tapos, susungitan mo ako. Kung ayaw mo 'yong nangyari kagabi, I don't care. You asked for it, I gave it to you. 'Tapos ngayon, ganiyan ka umasta sa akin? It was a mutual decision!"
Umarko ang kilay ni Hell habang nakatingin sa kaniya. "Eh, bakit mo ba kasi ako kinakausap? It's not like I'm talking to you, too. Rule number six, hindi natin kailangang i-satisfy ang needs ng isa other than sex."
Chaos laughed. "Wow, ang dami mong rules. Kainin mo lahat ng rules mo at bahala ka sa buhay mo," pasigaw na sagot niya nang bigla siya nitong taasan ng kilay. Wow, this woman!
"I hate guys like you," biglang sabi nito. "You're too dominant. Tingin n'yo palagi kayong masusunod."
Hindi nakasagot si Chaos habang nakatitig kay Hell. Bakit pa nga siya magtataka, e halata namang hindi ito magpapatalo sa kaniya at halatang palaging may sagot.
"I won't date someone like you."
"Like I'd date you. I hate you, too. Ayaw ko sa babaeng entitled, dominant, at masyadong mataas," sabi niya habang nakatingin dito.
Mahina 'tong natawa na parang nang-iinis pa. "I can't imagine the life of your girlfriend. Siguro, she's a poor, submissive woman or baka napagod na siya sa 'yo 'cause you're too damn dominant."
"Eh, ikaw, baka nakipag-break sa 'yo ang boyfriend mo dahil nakakapagod kang kausap. Palagi kang may rason sa lahat ng bagay and you're too damn bossy, honey," he answered without even thinking. Dahil totoo naman! This woman's getting on his nerves, for real.
"Duh, I'm not bossy because of nothing, honey. Kung hindi mo kayang sabayan 'yon, then stop talking to me," Hell answered while smirking. Nakakairita ang mukha nito habang nakatitingin sa kaniya.
Mahina siyang napasabunot sa buhok dahil pakiramdam niya, hindi siya mananalo ng salitaan dito sa babaeng ito. She's too damn talkative and fuck, it was annoying him.
Lalo pa siyang nairita nang biglang ngumiti si Hell na parang nang-aasar. "You're now annoyed, honey." Malakas pa itong natawa.
Without saying anything, Chaos got up and positioned himself on top of her. "Tawang-tawa ka? Why are we even arguing, mia regina?" he whispered.
"My queen?" Hell's eyes widened while looking at him. "Why are you calling me my queen?"
"Tu parli italiano?" Chaos asked and leaned to kiss Hell's neck.
"Yes, I speak Italian," she answered. "Come mai parli italiano?"
Chaos stopped kissing her neck and looked at Impiyerna. "Tumira ako sa Italy nang dalawang taon. I love to hop around. Gusto ko, nag-iiba ako ng lugar."
"Oh, I'm not asking. I'm not going to break rule number two because I'm not interested in your life, Chaos. Tinatanong ko lang kung paano ka natuto mag-Italian," Hell answered.
Mahinang natawa si Chaos at bumalik sa paghalik dito, sa pisngi naman ngayon. "Can we stop arguing, mia regina?" he asked. "Can we just enjoy our stay 'cos I can feel na, after this, hindi na natin makikita ang isa't isa."
"That's good, then. I have no plans on meeting you again, honey," she answered and kissed his lips.
Chaos chuckled and kissed her back. Nararamdaman niya ang paghaplos ng kamay ni Hell sa batok niya papunta sa buhok. The way she kissed him back, the way she moaned inside his mouth, the way her tongue fought with his, he was getting hornier.
His right hand was supporting his weight while the other was touching her body. Pumasok ang kamay niya sa oversized shirt na suot ni Hell habang hinahalikan ang leeg nito. He found her mound and slightly massaged it.
"So, after arguing, we're gonna have sex?" she whispered inside his mouth. "Huh, honey?"
Humiwalay si Chaos sa pagkakahalik kay Hell at nginitian ito. "Yes. Kiss and make love, kaso, we're not making love kasi nga we don't even like each other. We just wanna satisfy our sexual needs, do you agree?"
"Totally. I have no plans on liking you. Like, duh? You're not my type. You're not someone I'd date."
"Same. Kaya nga we're doing this because we both know we're not going to be romantically attached," Chaos answered.
Nagsimula siyang halikan ang katawan nito pababa sa tiyan. Hell giggled when he tickled her using his stubble.
"True, I hate you and I won't invest feelings for you. I can't imagine, nakakadiri."
Naramdaman niya ang pagdausdos ng mga kuko nito sa balikat niya.
Chaos kissed Hell without saying anything. Nagulat pa siya nang bigla itong bumangon at tumingin sa kaniya.
"Isn't it weird that you can't feel any pain?" tanong nito kaya tumigil siya sa pagkahalik. "I mean, I'm sorry for asking, Kaguluhan, it's just that, I can't imagine myself not feeling pain."
Chaos got up and seriously looked at Hell's face. Sa totoo lang, ayaw niya na pinag-uusapan ang condition niya, but who cares. "It's really weird. Imagine last night, you bit my lips, I felt it but there's no fucking pain? Do you know how fucked up that was? It's hellish."
Hell smiled sweetly and caressed his face. "That's okay. I don't understand how you feel, but in time, you'll get better. Sabi nila, pain is what's keeping you alive, but I disagree. It's not pain, it's the person. So, don't stress too much about it, okay?"
Malambing ang boses nito habang nakatitig sa kaniya. Her eyes weren't judging, they were comforting.
For a moment, Chaos stilled. The way Impiyerna comforted him, it's not some kind of toxic positivity. She was looking at him in the eye, making him feel better. Without saying anything, Chaos smiled, and gently kissed her lips. He felt her obliged until the next thing they knew, they're having sex again.
Nakadapa si Hell, nakahiga naman siya habang nakatingin sa kisame nang bigla itong magsalita.
"Nahiya ako bigla sa 'yo ..."
Tiningnan niya ito. She was naked and he could see her back curves. Her flowy hair's covering a part of her face, and her cheeks were still flushed. "Why? You're sexy, beautiful, and aaminin ko, I'm attracted to you, physically, but that doesn't mean I like you because, nah, I'd rather be single forever than date you."
Hell rolled her eyes and snorted. "You have no tattoos. Ang linis mo!" she exclaimed. "And even if you're the last man on Earth, I won't get involved with you romantically—but sex is fine. You're good in bed, you satisfy me."
Chaos laughed. Hinakawan niya ang braso nito at walang sabing kinubabawan. Kita niya sa mukha nito ang gulat na kaagad rin namang nakabawi. Dumako ang tingin niya sa dibdib nito kung saan may tattoo. Her breasts were small to average na bagay naman dito.
"Breaking rule number two, what's the meaning of this snake tattoo?" he asked and leaned to kiss her tattoo, he even licked it.
Hell smiled and explained. "Snake tattoo has a lot of meaning. Number one is hell. We all know about it. Number two is authority and power."
Chaos chuckled. "Yeah, I can feel the authority, but sorry, honey, I'm not bothered." Hinalikan niya iyong dulo ng ilong ni Impyerna bago umalis sa pagkakaibabaw rito. "We haven't had dinner yet."
"I'm not hungry," she answered and ran towards the bathroom.
Natawa lang siya at nahiga ulit. Sinubukan na buksan ni Chaos ang sariling phone, pero walang signal. Nakita niya ang wallpaper na picture nila ni Haven. Maya-maya naman, lumabas na si Impiyerna at katulad nga ng dati, nakahubad ito na parang hindi nahihiya.
Hindi niya ito inalisan ng tingin. He stared at her. Yumuko ito para pulutin iyong t-shirt na tinanggal niya kanina at nagsuot lang ng panty bago lumabas nang hindi tumitingin sa kaniya at para bang hindi siya nag-e-exist. Palagi na lang ganoon.
Habang nakahiga, napaisip si Chaos. Is it possible that the dominance was her act? He's not sure because she's not even opening up to him. May mga pagkakataong nakikita niyang malungkot ang mga mata ni Impiyerna. He's not good with emotions, pero mahahalata naman.
May mga pagkakataong nakatingin ito sa kawalan na mukhang malalim ang iniisip, kaya kahit na naiirita ito sa kaniya, he's trying to make a conversation. It's actually weird and crazy knowing he's not like this. Wala siyang pakialam sa mundo, that's for real.
Medyo matagal na, pero hindi pa rin pumapasok si Impiyerna sa cabin kaya nagdesisyon siyang lumabas. Madilim na at may kaunting liwanag na lang galing sa lumulubog na araw. Nakita niya itong nasa beach area at nakalublob. Nasa buhangin din ang t-shirt na hinubad nito.
Lumangoy si Chaos papalapit kay Impyerna at niyakap ito patalikod, pero bigla na lang lumublob. Pag-ahon, humarap ito sa kaniya at hinalikan siya sa labi.
"Delikado 'tong ginagawa mo," he whispered after the kiss. "Sinabi na sa atin na huwag muna mag-swimming."
Hell giggled. "It feels good. Ang lamig ng hangin but the water below, it's warm. It's refreshing."
Pinatalikod niya ito at pareho silang nakalublob sa tubig habang nakatingin sa kawalan. They're both naked and skinny dipping. He was hugging her waist at dahil matangkad siya, nakasandal ang likod at katawan nito sa kaniya. He rested his chin on top of her head, that's how small she was compared to him.
"My girlfriend broke up with me because I wasn't enough and it fucking hurts," he whispered. He had no plans on telling her, pero hindi na niya mapigilan. "I mean, kaya ko namang ibigay sa kaniya sa lahat, but she chose the other path."
Hell laughed. "My boyfriend broke up with me because I was too much—too much of everything."
"Wow, total opposite," sagot niya at mas lalo pa itong niyakap nang mahigpit. "I want her back, pero hindi ko alam kung paano."
Humarap si Impyerna sa kaniya at pinalibot ang braso sa leeg niya. Magkalapit na magkalapit na ang mukha nila. "Woo her, ask her. Suportahan mo siya sa gusto niya, I think that's the only way na bumalik siya sa 'yo. Kasi kung sabi mo naman na kaya mong ibigay sa kaniya lahat, even your attention, gusto iyan ng mga boring na babae."
Natawa si Chaos sa huling sinabi nito, tinanggal naman niya ang ilang buhok na nakaharang at tinitigan ang mukha nito. "Ikaw, gagawa ka ba ng paraan to be with your boyfriend again?" he asked.
"No." Hell shook her head. "I don't chase people even if I love them, Kaguluhan. I'd rather be alone than chase people who don't even love me."
Nakita niya sa mukha ni Impiyerna na hindi ito komportable na pag-usapan ang tungkol sa sariling buhay nilang dalawa. He diverted their conversation by kissing her right cheek down to her neck, making her giggle.
"This is the most intimate talk we had since we met," he whispered in between kisses. "Can we, at least, break one rule?"
"What rule?"
"Rule number four," Chaos answered and without a warning, he kissed the side of her forehead.
"I wanna be sweet with you."
"Okay lang, just don't fall in love with me." May pagbabanta sa boses nito.
Chaos opened up about rule number four because he could see that Impiyerna's uncomfortable whenever he's kissing her on the side of her head. Ayaw nito ng sweet gestures, but suddenly, he wanted to be sweet to her. Nakikita niyang hindi ito sanay sa ganoon, pero sa tuwing ginagawa niya at hindi nito napapansin, parang may pagkakataong ngingiti ito nang tipid.
"I won't. You're not my type and I love my girlfriend."
Hell laughed. "So, parausan mo lang ako? You love her yet you're cheating on her and you're using me. Anyway, wala rin naman akong pakialam. You're also satisfying my sexual needs, win-win."
"No. You're my stranger, remember? Also, we're on a break, so, it's not cheating," he responded. "I don't need you to satisfy my sexual needs. I have hands. You're using me, too! Huwag mong sabihing hindi ka nasasarapan because I can hear your moan, honey." Chaos trailed some kisses on her jaw.
"Yeah, hindi ko naman tinatanggi," sagot nito. "I like what we're doing. Just don't break the rules."
"We're strangers, but I have feelings for you," nabiglang sabi niya. No time na bawiin iyon, so why lie? "That's the truth."
Kumunot ang noo nito at bahagyang humiwalay. "Hoy, that's rule breaking."
"I hate you, that's what I feel for you," he answered truthfully without breaking the stare. "I don't like how authoritative you are, it's sickening. You're physically attractive and I am attracted to you physically. That's it."
"Good. The feeling is mutual. Just sex, honey. Just sex."
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